Conviction

A few nights ago I had a strong conviction in my spirit saying that my previous decision was not what God wants for me at this time. I had previously said yes to a man for a relationship hoping that I was following the Lord's plan, instead I find out that it was not from the Lord at all. Obviously confusion and uncertainty filled the next two days, until I made another important decision. I chose to let the man know that I jumped the gun, and that I would not be starting a relationship even though I had previously said that I would. It was one of the hardest decisions I have had to make for it didn't solely involve my heart but another's as well. I know I dissappointed him and possibly even bruised his ego and spirit, but I know without a doubt that I made the right decision. So as I sit on my bed, knowing that tonight would have been our date night, I just remember the conviction I was given and that I must wait.. for it is not my time to be with someone. Let's see if I can stay true to this conviction and soar alone until its time to fly with someone else arises. Day by day is the way to go...