Being on the Outside

It can be intimidating to be different. It can feel lonely, and it can feel overwhelming. Today, I felt like I was on the outside. Even christians can leave others out. Within the youth, I feel as if somehow I am completely different, as if I don't belong. They did not talk to me or even acknowledge me. Why? Is it because I act differently? Does my maturity play a part in why I am on the outside?
I kept asking myself why am I not accepted as one of them? What I realized is that when you are a leader, you are often alone. You must set an example, and sometimes set yourself apart from others. I am different from them. I have different desires than them, and I have a deeper relationship with God than them. I feel as if I am somehow put on a pedestal. I feel as though they think that I can't understand what they are going through. Am I out of touch with the youth? I am often with kids or with adults not youth. My association with older people is definitely affecting my relationships with the youth and others my own age.
Should I leave or should I stay? Can I be a good influence to them while feeling on the outside? All I know is that Jesus was the perfect example. I know that he has a purpose for my life, but I am not certain that he still wants me to stay with the youth. I feel as if I am questioning whether or not I should remain where I am, or should I move on?
I will sleep on it, and pray about it. I have felt this pull on my heart for a while so now I just need the go ahead. For now, all I can do is wait.